Prepare yourselves. This post is going to be long. I am finally home from Romania. It only took THREE days of flying, spending the night in an airport, two epic taxi rides, my luggage not coming with me, and complete exhaustion to get home. Before I tell you about my adventures getting home, here are some pictures from our last days in Iasi.
This is Hala Centrala. It's right across the street from us and there is a grocery store inside. We went here a lot and I always knew that if I ever got really lost, I could just get in a taxi and say, "mergem la Hala Centrala." That was comforting.
I absolutely LOVE these girls. I was so blessed to have amazing roommates this summer. I will miss living with them so much and miss laughing with them every night. Good times! This is our last covrig. I will miss eating them. They were so yummy.
This is my bloc. Our apartment is the balcony above the balcony with the black sign on it.
We left Iasi on Sunday and flew to Bucharest where we had to spend the night in a hostel. Oh, but in order to spend the night you have to actually find the hostel which Leigh, Camille and I had trouble doing. Here is what happened:
We ran into this nice man who gave us some advice about the taxis at the airport. He told us the best thing to do is go to departures and hop in a taxi that someone just got out of. That is exactly what we did. We handed our taxi driver the address that one of our girls had written for us. This hostel was suppose to be only 2 km from the airport. So we start driving and keep driving for a long time. We asked him if he knew because this was a lot longer than 2 km-he said yes...So we arrive at this street in the middle of a neighborhood in the middle of Bucharest. And there is no hostel. The taxi man is yelling at us in Romanian and we have absolutely no idea what to do. He kept asking us where are you going to go and what are you going to do. It was traumatic. Then we finally told him that it was okay and that he could leave. We didn't want to get back in his taxi. He took us to the wrong place anyway. So we started walking with our luggage through this random neighborhood. We were sweating like crazy. I mean dripping in sweat. We had no idea what we were going to do. We had absolutely no way to contact the other girls in our group and it was extremely stressful. We had to laugh because I think we all would have cried otherwise. So we are walking and we have no plan. We knew if it came down to it that we could find a hotel. We were just worried about having no contact/having to pay for another hotel. Anyway, so we decide to say a prayer. Camille said it out loud while we were walking because we didn't want to draw attention to ourselves in some random neighborhood. Right after we said our prayer, we developed a plan. We would ask a couple of other taxi drivers and then if they didn't know anything then we would find a place with internet. So we walked to a busy road and a taxi stopped, we asked him and he kept telling us that it wasn't in Bucharest. He even looked it up on GPS. So we decided to walk along the street until we found a place with internet. So we were walking and this other taxi stopped and yelled at us in ENGLISH, "where are you going?" It was a miracle. We almost walked away but we didn't. We decided to ask him if he knew where it was. He called someone and they told him where to go and we ended up on the same random street the other taxi took us to. We told him that we already went there. He could tell we were way stressed and he told us to calm down, it will be alright. He called someone again and then our first taxi pulled up and parked. It was so awkward. He got out of his car and walked up to our car...we were all dying laughing and trying to hide. He starts arguing with our current taxi driver about how the hostel isn't in Bucharest. He came back for us which was very nice but he is getting mad because we didn't tell him that it wasn't in Bucharest. Our taxi driver told him that we didn't know and it wasn't our fault. Thank you for defending us. He finally got directions to the hostel. Don't worry, it was right by the airport...gosh. That taxi driver was so nice. He just told us to relax and that we would find it. He was our hero of the day. God answers prayers.
So we spend a pretty uneventful day in Romania. My last meal was McDonald's. Ironic, huh? The dang roosters woke us up at about fur in the morning so we all got a super early start. On the flight to London, Camille and I had the pleasure of sharing one and a half seats while an arm rest dug into my back. It was rough. Thank goodness it was only three hours. But now I have to fly standby to America. Now I don't want to sound ungrateful because flying for free is an amazing blessing but gosh sometimes I wish I just had a dang ticket. I had once shot to make it to Atlanta. ONE. Otherwise I was spending the night in some airport. Well, guess what y'all? I did NOT make it on the Atlanta flight. I had to hurry to the bathroom so nobody would see me cry. I just wanted to be home plus I was already exhausted so tears weren't a surprise. I did get on the flight to JFK and I did get to sit in Business class which was a plus.
Leaving Iasi. I don't want to go.
Lost...
Lost some more...
Last roommate picture (minus Chelsea-she already left us). I miss you girls!
So I get to JFK and find out my bag is still in London and that I have to get myself to the Newark Airport. I may have given into the tears in the middle of baggage claim. Of all the taxi rides I took this summer, that was by far the most expensive. So the Newark Airport became my home for the night. I got there at like 11 p.m. and my flight left at 6 a.m. I found a spot for the night and this lady sits down right beside me. She asks me what I am doing in a thick accent. I told her I was on my way to Georgia and that I had to spend the night in the airport. She told me she was going to stick with me. Her husband was hours late picking her up. She kept going on about how crazy he is and how she has no idea what to do. She then asked me where I lived. I told her I had spent the last three months in Romania and then to my surprise, she started talking in fluent Romanian. What are the chances? She wouldn't let me sit on the floor because some of the Romanians believe that it will make you sick and infertile. I thought I had left those ideas behind. Ah! I just wanted to lay down. I didn't get any sleep that night. As soon as I got on my flight to Atlanta, I was asleep. I didn't wake up again until we landed. My parents were waiting at the top of the escalators with a sign, flowers, and REESE'S. And again, I cried. I must have been exhausted because I didn't cry this much during the entire summer.
It is amazing being home especially after three days of travelling. My mom has gotten me all my favorite foods, taken me to get a manicure and pedicure, and let me caught up on my sleep. Sleeping. however, is difficult. I tend to wake up really early...like 4 a.m. but then falling asleep at like 8 p.m. I need my body to adjust like NOW! I am in Utah now surround by family. I can't express how much I love them and how much I am grateful for them. They are amazing. I LOVE being home but I miss Romania already. I wish I could go back every single day. I think about Romania all the time!! I miss those little kids and I dream about them. People just don't understand nor do I expect them to. I see the boredom in people's eyes when I try to show them pictures or tell them about some of my kids. I feel like I am forcing people to look at pictures that they don't want to look at. I don't blame a single one of them, though. It doesn't mean anything to them. I know I would act just like them. It's just hard to accept that this experience that changed me so much and is such a huge part of my life isn't important to everyone else. They didn't know these kids. They didn't grow to love them. Romania will always hold a piece of my heart. It already seems like a dream. Did I really just live there for three months? I don't think so...I miss it so much. I wish more than anything I could be with those little kids and holding those little babies. There is a whole in my heart.
I have learned so much this summer. I learned about family, about the love of God the purpose of life, and about the atonement of Jesus Christ. Family is essential to this life. Cherish yours whatever it might be! I am so very blessed to have the family that I do. My siblings chose to keep their kids. I know that might sound a little funny but it's true. I worked with kids every single day whose parents left them because they didn't want to care for them or they didn't make the correct life decisions to keep their children. My siblings are dang good parents who sacrifice so much for their kids. I also have fantastic parents! They have supported me 100% throughout this experience and my entire life. I have never once doubted their love for me. That is a huge deal to me after working with kids who don't even know their parents. Not only do I know my parents, I know that they love me!
I have felt the power of Heavenly Father's love for His children countless times throughout the summer. It is complete. It is whole. It is perfect. I know my Heavenly Father loves me but whenever I felt the strong presence of His love this summer, it wasn't ever for me. I felt the love of God for these little kids. I felt surrounded by it on multiple occasions. It was incredible. I also know without a doubt that those kids are never alone. Angels comfort them. Christ is near them. Heavenly Father's love surrounds them. I have no idea why these kids have such hard lives but I do know that God is very much aware of them. I thought about this over and over again while I was in Romania, Christ knows the pain that each of these children experience. He understands their sadness and heartache. He understands more than anyone. He also suffered and died so he could understand. Because of His sacrifice, those little kids will one day be healed and complete. Because of His sacrifice, those little kids will know true joy. Because of His sacrifice, those little kids never ever have to be alone.
I am so grateful that I could be a part of their lives even if for just a couple of months. They taught me more than I ever helped them. That's something I have had to come to terms with. I went to Romania with the idea that I was saving the world. In a way, though, those kids saved me. They taught me about love and about patience. They taught me about kindness and about God. They taught me that life isn't fair but we can still be happy. I am so grateful for the love and support I have received from each of you. I couldn't have made it without you. Romania will always hold a piece of my heart. Those kids will always hold a piece of my heart. I can't wait to see them again even if it's in the next life. I love you all! Thank you so much for your love and kindness. La revedere for the last time.